Hey all you guys out there!
So my last session went well and on Monday I went to talk about joining a Trans support group and I got in so I will be attending that on Saturday. Anyway, what I really wanted to talk about was this upcoming Friday. I made plans Monday night to go to San Francisco for "Stand up to youth suicide" march thing. I am out to the LGBT club that I'm going with and when I said I was attending via facebook my sister asked if she could go with me. This stopped me in my tracks and made me a little scared. I did not know for sure if my mom had told her or not yet so I just asked her and my mom said that she "just kind of said it in passing and it was kind of like not a big deal to [my sister]"
At first I was like: wtf, how can you just say it in passing? Like nonchalantly? I was confused.
So anyway after my mom quelling my fears about that I said that my sister could go. Now I'm nervous about how this could go... It's definitively an interesting situation to be put in.
This creates more problems, however, as I have a huge essay due Thursday night that I haven't finished yet and now I'm really scared/nervous about this. So this will probably be what most of my thinking consists of between then and now and that's really not good.
Okay *deep sigh* I guess I will try to get some sleep right now. I have school tomorrow and an essay to finish so I'll try to focus on that.
Could all the non-existent readers wish me luck? Thanks!
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